A couple of years later, having left this space for a while I find myself wondering here again. Again misunderstood, again with judgements, again with confusion. But it’s for different reasons. It’s not a problem but rather having no blue print for moving forward.
No one tells you what to do after you reach all the new goals, what do you do when everything is seemingly done. Why doesn’t the so called success feel as good? When you have smashed all the goals? When you have achieved a near impossible feat? When you have climbed a mountain so high and the view as much as it’s beautiful is extra lonely.
How do you then move forward? What is the meaning of things? How do you get direction? When you are trapped in your own mind and no one can hear the loud screams in your mind because you haven’t opened your mouth.
What do you do after all the boxes are ticked? Dotted all i and crossed all the t ? What comes next?
