Which hurts more?

Which hurts more?

When you try your best but you don't succeed or when you get what you want not what you need?
When you feel so tired but you cannot sleep or when you try to stay up but you falling asleep?
Thinking that you should hate him or knowing that you don't?
or realising that he was everything to you and you meant nothing to him?

Which hurts more?

Being disappointed by the single person that you never thought would hurt you
or finally realising that on the list of everyone that you take care of you are not there yourself?
Losing what you had or knowing that the other person is not fighting to keep it?
The moment when everything is falling apart or pretending to smile through it all?

I can't figure out which hurts more, you leaving me or the thought that I wasn't good enough for you.
What hurt more was being close to you then watching you walk away.
What hurt more was that you ripped my heart into little pieces and you didn't even notice.
I still wouldn't let anything hurt you because you are my world,
and whatever hurts you, hurts me more.